Wakela Runen's World

Thanks for all the support that I have been getting. Sometimes I feel so alone, so it is always nice to know that people actually do care. I just went to the new endocrinologist. I am not sure what to think of him. My mom insisted that she go to "help" me remember my symptoms. I had them all written down on a piece of paper though. Well, she basically made the doctor think that I am just majorly a depressed person because of all the difficulties I have had in my life. I feel I handle those pretty well. The reason I get moody and depressed is because of the way I feel physically. I hate knowing that I am smarter then I appear. Its just so difficult for me to think at a normal speed anymore. It takes me so long to try to formulate the words. This doctor thinks that I don't just have hypothyroidism as all the other endocrinologists think. He feels that I have hashimoto's thyroiditis. This is where your autoimmune system is actually attacking the thyroid. People who have

Well, I know that I haven't really posted anything in a very long time. The last few things that I have actually posted were just quizes. There has been a lot of shit going on with me. My thyroid condition has worsened greatly. I finally found a great pcp to go to. Anyone in the south florida area needing a good pcp, you need to check out Dr. West-Ky Abrams. He is great! Anyway, he did a lot of testing on me and my thyroid. I went through a nuclear medicine study of my thyroid and found that I have cold nodules on it. Basically, there are a two main types of nodules that can be found. Hot nodules which are never cancerous. And cold nodules which could be either cancerous, benign, or cysts. So he sent me for an ultrasound of my thyroid. The majority of what they found were cysts. There are some solid nodules that I need to have biopsied though. I did some research and found out that only 1% of solid thyroid nodules are actually cancerous. So I don't have too much worry about th

I did a quick reading on myself today with the Faerie Oracle by Brian Froud to find out what if anything will happen between me and this guy that I am somewhat interested in. Here are the results: Mikle A Muckle - Lighten up! What is needed here is the benefit of a childlike, trusting heart and childlike wisdom, seeing directly to the true nature of things. Don't complicate matters. What you see is what you get. Don't look for hidden and subtle meanings and motivations because they are not there in this case. Go to the heart of the matter, the simple core hidden behind complexities. Don't be so caught in thinking about the future that you can't see what is happening now. Welcome adventure into your life. Try something you've never done before. And take some time to play with Mikle before you turn into a grumpy glumph or a worn-out wurg. Sylvanius - At this time you are discovering new truths about yourself. They are essential for you to know in order to create relat

My uncle finally made it down from Canada yesterday. He was supposed to have been in town on Saturday, but missed his flight. Instead of calling us right away, they waited until he was already supposed to be at our house to call and let us know. Well yesterday was a LLLLLOOOOOOONNNNNGGGGGG day!! Many in my family are alcoholics. My uncle is one of them. Any excuse to drink is a good one. He was drunk when he got in. He was even drunker when he passed out last night. Somehow in the middle of the night, he ripped down the shower curtain and got it soaking wet. My mom is wondering if he pee'd in the tub instead of the toilet or something. I don't think I will be able to handle 3 weeks of this. I night was more then enough for me!!!!

Last night I barely slept. First, I was so hyper that it took forever to fall asleep. Then when I did sleep, I had the most bizarre dreams ever! At one point, I woke up in the middle of the night and stayed awake for over an hour. I was so tempted to get out of bed and play GW. I decided not to. The first dream I walked into the back room. It was decorated different then it is today. There was an old couch there and one of those mirrors they use in hospitals to see around corners. The mirror was hanging in the ne corner of the room. There was a round red clock hanging next to it. It reminded me of my mom's old Coca-Cola thermometer that hung in that room years ago. Anyway, there was this HUGE spider sitting on the top of the mirror. The body of the spider had to have been at least 3 inches wide. The legs were long and thick. It jumped off the wall scampering towards me. As it did, it knocked the mirror and the clock off the wall. I was frozen in fear. I couldn't look away from

Well, this week at work has been insane. Thankfully, I work at a great place. Then again any place is better then my last job. Our computer network keeps going up and down all week. Transcription is a few days behind because of it. They work off the same network that we do. I actually enjoy going into work. We have a lot of fun. There is a guy at work that we make fun of behind his back though. Vanessa nicknamed him Mickey Mouse. So every now and then we start singing the song. He walked into the room that I sit in with Carol, Dulce, and Farah. We had been talking about him and were all laughing hysterically. He said he wanted to know what we were laughing at because he needed to laugh. That just made Dulce laugh even more. What could we say? "Ummm... gee we were laughing at you."?? That wouldn't have been good. Wednesday was a medium size bag of M&M's day. The six of us went through the entire bag in less then an 8 hour shift. Yesterday, we still had 1/4 of the b

Well, it has been a while since I have posted last. The new job is going great. I really like my coworkers. The radiologist is a sweetheart. He is always saying "do stress it, it isn't that important" and asking if we are ok. They don't let patients cuss at us. If the patients do, then they are asked to leave the center. Besides, we really don't have that type of clientele. The patients we get there are much classier. Farah was having preterm labor the other day. They sent her home from work. Carol and I go out to lunch alot. We have ended up at this pizza place at least once or twice a week for the past 3 weeks. They know us now. Its to the point that when we walk in, they start making our order. Dulce is a trip. She is always joking around. The other day was so funny. It was a very light day at the office. Vanessa was in the file room. She forgot that there was a huge window in there. She was dancing around all crazy. Next thing she realizes, there was a car par