Wakela Runen's World

I honestly am not sure what is going on with my body. I really think that I need to head to the doctor again. I am not as tired as I used to be. However, I am having a multitude of other symptoms going on. Lately, my fingers & toes have been turning purplish and going numb. The other day, my legs from my knees down went ice cold and felt weird. I have also been having tons of leg cramps. My breathing has become much more shallow. I have also been having strange muscle spasms (or at least that is the only thing I can figure to call them). My fingers, arms, and legs have actually started moving themselves. All of a sudden, my fingers will start moving side to side or flexing and extending. It is pretty rough when you are trying to write or hold onto something. I have also noticed that my eyes keep going dry on me and so does my throat. It actually feels like there is constantly a huge lump in my throat. I know that my thyroid is slightly enlarged, but I have never been

Well, I found out last night that one of my cousin's had passed away. He was in a very bad motorcycle accident a few years ago. He was DOA at the hospital. They were able to revive him. His health was pretty bad after that. He died in his sleep on Thursday night. They think that his heart had given out. I just hope that he went peacefully and didn't suffer. May Wayne rest in peace I also got a call from my sister Brenda today. My mom's knee seems to be getting worse. I am not staying with her right now. I am staying at my sister Debbie's house. Nancy and Brenda are talking about taking my mom to the emergency room if it gets any worse.

Teetering on the brink of madness Winds of life sweeping me over the edge Falling deeper into the chasm Wrapping myself up in the cold blanket of the abyss Darkness envelopes my heart Emptiness runs through my veins Plummeting towards the bottom The ground rushing up on me Only to look over and see the edge of another cliff Waiting for the next wind to start it all again

OMG! Last night was so fun! Krystae & I decided to single handedly do the Changing of the Guards. That was totally insane. We were the majority of the way up the tower when all hell broke loose. For some reason, it seems all the rest of the guards in the tower decided to come & join in the fun. So we were swarmed by them. It caused us to die really, really quickly. It was so much fun though. The only thing that I can think of is that maybe the pet I was using as an area of effect spell that aggroed everything in the tower. I was insane!! I loved every minute of it. I haven't started the Brell day quests yet. Krystae was saying that it was crazy. Some drunk was singing his own wacked out version of the milkshake song! I can't wait until I see that! I got my bed yesterday. I spent part of last night taking the old one apart. When I get home from work today I am going to put the new one together. This is going to be so great!! Well, off I go to work. At least it is overtim

Well, it seems that even though I work in the healthcare field, I am continually being amazed at the lack of care it has for patients. I am not talking about the office workers or staff of the doctors and centers. I am talking about the corporations that are completely in charge of your life, the insurance companies. First, they had discharged my mom straight from ICU to a nursing home while having heart complications. Now, they are discharging her from the nursing facility to our home even though she isn't completely mobile yet. We have an older home and a wheelchair is pretty much not an option. The hallway is too narrow for it. All we can do is to wheel her up and back. We can sort of squeeze the wheelchair into one of the rooms. However, the bathroom is completely out of the question. The door is much narrower then a normal door. So unless we completely take the door & door frame off, then there is no way to get the wheelchair into there. I work full time so my mo

Ok. So right now, I am staying at my sister Debbie's house watching her dog. I have been here for two nights now. Last night was totally bizarre. Today is my late day at work, so I don't have to wake up early or anything. I first woke up at around 7am. I rolled over and looked at the clock. Way too early!! I don't even need to be up until 10am. So I roll right back over and fall asleep. I went into such a deep sleep that time!! It was wonderful. Next thing I know (in my sleep), I hear a woman saying "Norma, don't you want to wake up?" I don't recall hearing myself answer her. I remember (in my sleep) just rolling myself deeper into the blankets and ignoring her. She starts to push me off the bed. I feel myself falling. It seemed like forever. Next thing I know, I wake up. I was still in the bed. I only had a sheet covering me. Not the heavy blanket that was in that dream. It felt so real though. When I woke up, I was very groggy &

OMG!! I just had soo much fun. There is this total ass that bothers me every now and then. I have told him I don't want him to talk to me, to call me, to IM me or even think about me. However, he just doesn't listen. He tried to send me an IM again. So I decided to mess with his head. There is this awesome prank online that you can play on people who use AIM, AOL, or ICQ. After the prank is done, you actually get a transcript of what happened. Checked this out!! __________________________________________ GrayGooose515(11:14:02): Hey honey JoeinFtMyers23(11:14:39): do i know you? GrayGooose515(11:14:54): im not sure... somehow u got on my buddy list JoeinFtMyers23(11:15:02): who are you? GrayGooose515(11:15:10): my name is megan JoeinFtMyers23(11:15:22): where do you live megan? GrayGooose515(11:15:31): north carolina JoeinFtMyers23(11:15:45): oh we probably talked before GrayGooose515(11:15:57): your weird lol JoeinFtMyers23(11:16:07): i am, why? GrayGooose515(11:16:22): i have