Showing posts from April, 2006


Yesterday was all sorts of whack at work. It was fucking awesome. This was like the best day in a long time.

Yes there are days when we do some strange shit there. Like the time Shawna decided to climb out through the reception window to save time walking to MRI.

Well, yesterday, it seems that everything was fucking awesome. Some how we ended up having an entire half hour long conversation on farting. It was so bizarre. I still don't even remember how we got on the conversation, but we did. It was so funny that Claudia ended up laughing so hard she had tears coming out of her eyes.

At one point, Lee & I had this long discussion on how us computer geeks tend to smoke pot & shit. I haven't done that in ages, but I do know that alot of my friends still do.

Oh!! It is so bizarre! I found out that me, Farah, and Lee all hung out at certain clubs in late 80s-early 90s at the same time. That is so weird. Like The Kitchen club when it was still at the hotel, Luke'…

Great Weekend

This was a really productive weekend for me.

First off, I have been majorally cleaning out the stuff in my room. My sister Brenda hauled off tons of books that I wanted to get rid of. I am getting a new bed. So while I was cleaning to take the old one out, I decided to just give my entire room a major overhaul. The mattress is getting delivered today. Unfortunately, the bed is coming a little later.

Now, my main part of the weekend was spent playing EQ2. Krys & I had a lot of fun this weekend. Krys is my real life best friend for over 10 years. Well, we were running around in Maj'Dul, Sinking Sands, Pillars of Flame and the Shimmering Citadel. The guild we are in, Essayons, had a raid on Saturday. That was a lot of fun. We ended up raiding th DeathFist Citadel. It was great. With that raid, the guild members finished 15 heritage quests total in one shot.

Last night, Krys & I were going into Maj'Dul just as it was being taken over by the Orcs. OMG!! I had zo…

Busy Doing Nothing

On Tuesday night, Krys & I were working feverishly on getting a new guild site up and running. We just can't stand the one that SOE provides for the guild. It is usually buggy.

We had some major difficulties. I ended up having to write something in the forums on ogaming to try to get it worked out. It is pretty much up now. We haven't unveiled it to the guild yet. One of the guild leaders, Brazen, said that he liked it. I don't think that Unbound has looked at it as of yet.

Essayons new page

Afterwards, Krys & I logged into Feerrott to work on a few quests. Last night Unbound did the same. We managed to get Agony for him. We also grabbed one for Darkelfken.

I am so not in the mood to go into work this morning. This have been crazy there. Not bad, just things seem to be going out of whack. I will be glad when this week is over.

Does he really think I believe in him?

Last night I decided to log into AIM to chat with a friend that I haven't spoken to in ages. Fig & I had met a few years back while beta testing The Sims Online. We became really good friends & even met in person.

Well, while logged in, someone that I HATE sent me an IM. At first, I ignored it. However, he kept sending them. Curiosity got the best of me. I answered Joe to find out what he wanted. After all that he had done to me, he thought I was upset with him about a little IM conversation that happened over a year ago.

Now I know that hate is a very strong word to use. However, when it comes to Joe, that isn't strong enough.

Ok. Let's step back in time to review what happened.

It all started back in October 1999. I was still in the midst of a nasty custody battle with my ex husband. I was extremely depressed at all the stuff that he was putting me through. I had heard about the Witches Ball at the local UU. I decided to go with my sister and one of our …

Bittersweet Mysteries

This is a poem that I wrote over two years ago. I don't even remember the name of the guy that I liked at the time. Now that is sad!!

Bittersweet Mysteries

To know your thoughts
To know your dreams
To catch a glimpse within
Intrigues aroused
Feelings awakened
Some may say you aren't for me
Some may ask me why
There is a mystery
Its so hard to say
The way you move
The way you smile
The way you think
Its not just one thing
You are a total person
You are a shining soul
Truth and vitality pour forth
I may not be able to tell you
You may never know
Feelings abound
Feelings locked deep inside
Sadness overwhelms
For the bittersweet mysteries
Life brought us together
Life keeps us apart
Not life itself
But fear of living
Fear of reaching out to another
Lives so different
Yet lives so similar
If I only knew
It would be so much easier
I know my thoughts
Yours are a mystery
Friends say they know
How can anyone but you know
Give just a hint
Give just a clue
Let me taste the bittersweet mysteries of life


Wow!! Today was a really busy day. I woke up at around 6am so that I could get ready for work. I got to the office at 7am. I thought that I would get in there early to get some paperwork done before the patients starting rolling in. Well, the first patient showed up at 6 minutes after 7. Her appointment wasn't until 8am. Grrrr!!! I can't complain though. Saturdays are really easy & it is overtime!!! Farah & I worked until 2pm.

On my way home, I called my sister to have her come help me set up my new bed. It took us about 2 hours to do the entire thing. It is really nice looking. I love the fact that I have added storage space with this one.

Afterwards, I logged into EQ2. I am so bummed out though. One of the guys from our guild passed away yesterday. I am really going to miss Zanadaugh. He was a great guy. He was always joking around. He had just gotten married to Jenili a few weeks ago. I can't even begin to imagine how she feels. The freaky part is that he is the s…

Into the desert

Last night I got tons accomplished in EQ2. It was a pretty decent patch yesterday. The new guild functions are up. Hopefully, this will help us to recruit new members.

Krystae and I spent most of our time in Sinking Sands again. When I first logged in though, I had to run through the 3 thieves in the court quests. I want to get more of the Peacock Club quests out of the way. I am also working on In the Name of Love for the Court of Truth. That is the court that Krys & I decided to get faction with. We are already ally. We aren't at max yet though.

While out on Hullcrusher rock, the named (Mythwail Hullcrusher) spawned. So of course we had to kill her. Our motto is, if it is named, it must die (unless it is epic & we are alone!) Well, time to dive back into Norrath. I have a few quests I want to finish up before heading to work.

Coming Out of The Mothballs

Well, its about time that I got my head back into being creative. I had stopped being creative for awhile now. I used to make sig tags & incredimail stats under the name Crystalline Spiritwalker. I used to also write poetry under that name as well. I just let it all fall the wayside.

Last night, I took out some of my old sig tags & created them into stickers for IMVU. I also tried my hand at the demo top. That was way too easy. I want to start working on some harder pieces. I guess I am starting to feel much better.

I have hypothyroidism & sometimes it gets so out of control that I can barely function. It gets hard to just get up in the morning. I finally found some doctors that are helping me out. They are slowly adjusting my medicine so I won't have too much difficulty with it like I have in the past.

Now that my head seems to be clearing up, I am thinking more and wanting to get back to doing more things.

Previously, the only things I would do was to work and play Everq…